Sunny Side Up

Sunshine is one of the most beautiful things I know. I cherish every sunny moment I can get here, and am instantly depressed when the skies only wear gray. The sun actually came out yesterday- for the entire day! In celebration I switched up my normal scrambled-eggs routine and made a little sun-glorification alter out of my breakfast. 

I hate that I have to be indoors all the time; especially when it's to learn formulas and chemical-physical-anatomical laws. It's one thing to be indoors when it's nasty and gray outside-- that might still be ok. But to sit in a windowless room with a hundred other students to learn about the laws of light.... it seems a bit ridiculous. Isn't the best way to learn about light by being outside in the sunshine??

So while the sun is finally shining, I'm inside studying for my upcoming physics exam, where the laws of light will surely be questioned. Ten minutes and a look out the window later, and the sun is gone again.

So Typical for my desk to be half creative and half studious...  

I should probably be studying physics right now (even though I've been doing so ALL day) but I had to take a break and draw. I paid no attention during chemistry (as usual) because I just don't care about all those electrons and OH molecules or whatever it's all about... Instead I remembered my dream to paint a huge sun in the center of my future-home's ceiling, surrounded by blue and violet and maybe green colors... I have no idea why I came to this memory in chemistry class... strange things sometimes happen there. 

I can't wait to go home, where the sun will shine probably every day, where I'll get away from all this dumb science, and where I can hopefully take the time to figure out what I'm going to do next. 

Hanging in Limbo is so hard!